Yay!!!!!!!!!! I've managed to do it again and I started at 17.01 and today i'm 16.10!!!! Am so happy because I've managed to keep it more or less off from last time and now am even lower.
The thing about this diet is its bloody hard work until you see big results.
Anyway, i've got to have food on sat and sun but am going to try and just have meat and veg so i don't ruin it.
It would be lovely to lose another 5 pound before Tuesday cos that's when i'm seeing my counsellor. Just hoping by eating i won't gain any.
Well, I've been messing about for a few weeks doing a few days a week on cambridge and I have at least kept my weight stable at 17.02. But last night I had BBQ and I must have eaten alot cos i haven't felt that ill for a long time. My stomach still feels full this morning and am disgusted with myself and food. So, this is the week I'm going to get back on it.
I've started today and I plan to do it all week. However, my boyfriend informed me that I've got 2 meals out next weekend so am bit annoyed already. But i figured I can do just a tiny bit of meat and veg. So thats the plan.
Am so annoyed with self. But at least I've got to the point now where i'm motivated again and don't feel like eating for a while.
So wish me luck!!! I haven't been drinking much water cos i've been at work and couldn't keep nipping to the loo so am really going to glug it back today and flush it all out.
I will try and write tomorrow and let you know how its going.
Hi, sorry i haven't written for days and days! i got back on track Tuesday after seeing my counsellor and weighed 17.04 (again :-) tut. so did it tue and wed, then thur i ate cos it was my sisters 21st and we'd done a birthday tea. But today have woken up and feel sooooooooo sick from food so i'm straight back on it today, I think i do feel better on it and food is making me feel queasy now the next day. It never tastes as good as i think it will either. lol
the big news is i've finally got a job. It's only 2 weeks at the moment covering for a holiday but its quite a good position and i feel brilliantly happy about it.
today i've got lots of cleaning to do so i better get going. x
Proper wasting my time and money here so am def back on it today. No more cheating!!!! am going to try and do this now for 2 weeks at least. Got my birthday coming up and want to look loads slimmer for it. Plus an old uni friend is down that weekend too and she hasn't seen me since i was 17 odd stone, (what i am now!) and it would be cool being in the 15s again.
anyway, will let you know how it goes. Fiance isn't here this weekend due to work so should do loads better. Wish me luck.
Right i'm back on the wagon today and should have at least the whole of july to have a good long run at it. Amazingly i have put on 10 pounds. Was mortified but hoping it'l come off really quickly this week like it did the first week? so today i'm 17.06.
I contacted my counsellor and suggested Friday as a weigh in, but thinking i've only got 3 days to lose it so might ask for monday instead. she knows i've been naughty and said the good thing is i'm going back on it. in the past i prob would have given up and picked another plan to follow. And to be honest 5 days of food in a month (30 days say) is only 16% and people say you should follow the 80/20 rule where you're bad only 20% of the time so i'm ok lol
I have noticed my clothes aren't as baggy and i didn't look as slim line naked as i did the other week. I will let you all know how i get on during week.
